This is pretty much what I'm doing right now. I'm putting myself in awkward situations to investigate how I as a person react. I'm also currently locking myself inside to trigger the inner psychopath ('cause If you know me, you know that I'm not good at sitting still nor be quiet, being trapped with myself helps a lot), which emotions I want to have full control over when I need to use them in my work.
This is all very interesting, and I F***** love this about the job. I've learnt so much and I'm ready use it in practice.
Restless -- Irritable -- Tired -- Mad -- (Psychopath released) This is how I manage to work with my inner psychopath, you gotta trigger him, doing this exact pattern to release him.
Explanation: As soon as I enter my room, close the door and make myself stay inside there for hours, I get restless, this trigger irritation which then contributes to tiredness (thinking to much of what you could do outside of this room) which then leads to breakdown. This is where I become the psychopath. [always remembering these feelings makes me become him anytime I need.]
This is the result of a very lost, frustrated and mad psychopath.
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