Great News

So, It's been a while (not that I HAVE to update continually, I set the term for that) and I've missed writing down my thoughts here. This blog is still not in the public eye (yet). When I started this blog I decided to keep it for myself but still in the public/online, I just never told anyone about it. But I might do it soon. 

A lot have happened since my last post in December... I've finished the "Kevin Spacey Teaches Acting" online class (so happy I took it, I learned a lot from it). I've wrapped up the "Trigger of Happiness" production with two successful shows.I've completed my third and last season of the "Summer Theatre" in our beautiful park in my shitty town. I've taken a few days off to just enjoy our landscape, the nature and fresh air. I've read lots of books, I've practiced english, I've worked on my craft and now officially been accepted to UCLA where I'll be studying Acting for at least one year (which is super FUCKING exciting). 
I've been wanting to move to LA and study acting for years and finally found the right time. 

I'm ready to leave everything and start a new chapter in a different environment (I will miss my family and friends though), where people understand me and the profession I'm dedicating my life to. I'm ready to live as though it is my last day on this earth every day, and take risks and NOT hold back no matter what the situation is.
The UCLA Acting certificate program offers me a variety of classes, they even offer the workshop "Meisner Technique" that I've been wanting to study since I read the book, there are a lot of classes too, that I've been wanting to study and now it's happening. I can see how my toolbox will fill up once I'm there, and nothing is stopping me.

I've come to realise after having a conversation with a friend about mindfulness, meditation and the unknown powers I believe we possess.  That as long as we visualise the things we strive for, want to fullfil (dreams, goals etc.) and believe in ourselves,  I think we can accomplish what ever we want (maybe even casting spells or what ever your imagination comes up with). 
Think about it, how many times have the person you've been thinking about calling, called you instead, before you had the time to do it. I don't think that's a coincidence, I believe there is some greater power going on in our minds that we can't comprehend. But playing with the thought, visualising the things we want to achieve, believing and not holding back, not doubting ourselves - I think that's the key to accomplish anything. 
It might sound crazy to some people, and I bet they're either Swedish or somewhat related to a swede, because the majority of the swedes can not think, perceive or accept information with an open mind even though they might say they are. I read in my psychology book that some things are innate qualities and I think this is one of them (of course there are exceptions, but they're fewer then it should be) - Conclusion: BE OPEN MINDED! 

Fuck, things got deep... but that's nothing new, my mind is like the space, infinite! AND I LOVE IT, it's great for when you study characters and try to come up with clever choices for your character.