Update

So a lot have happened since I left Sweden this after the holidays. The anxiety has gone up and down and I've been contemplating if I'm ever enough. That's just my other thinking brain thinking... 

I'm taking the Meisner class which I enjoy very much. Our teacher is a legend, really knows what he's talking about and is good at communicating and explaining. I've learnt so much. 

My improv class is also very interesting, so difficult, but I learn a lot, and I really like our teacher there too. I think a lot of people misunderstand her, but she's speaking the truth. 

I've been doing really good in my english class, which gives me a little more confidence. Still need to work on that and let myself fail- baby steps.

I'm taking Yoga classes which is fucking amazing! 

I got an internship at a casting company, they're awesome. I didd my first reading with the actors yesterday and helped out slating and giving directions. I'm really lucky I found that place. Looking forward to grow with them and become better. 

I'm working on a experimental short film, finished shooting - just gotta edit it together and find the right music. 

I love Hollywood and LA so much. I really hope I can find a way to stay here and make America my country too.