Anniversary

It's been months since I last updated this journal. I'm just too lazy to think of stuff to write even though I have a bunch of stuff on my mind. It's almost been a year since I moved to Los Angeles. Our 1 year anniversary is coming up, September 13 2018. It's crazy!!! Time is my biggest obstacle right now, it moves so quickly over here. 

A bunch of stuff have happened, I've been filming a lot, finished a Stalker scene, Chase, and a few student films. I feel like I never know what I'm doing, I don't really know who I am until I'm in the scene (still working on being in the moment, and letting myself be), even though I've been acting for years I feel like I'm starting over every time I start a new project or start prepping a new character. 
I get so heady, which is something I gotta accept and work with instead of working against. 

I'm officially done with school, and the Acting Certificate. It's been a tough year, testing my emotions, strength nerves and confidence. It's definitely been a roller coaster, lots of up and downs. This last quarter was tough, I've been feeling exhausted, like I could really need a vacation. I wanna just live for 2 weeks without thinking about acting. I gotta work on living, really living  here and now. I'm in my room writing this, next thing I know I'm in my head thinking "where will I be in 3 years, will I make it". It's interesting how our mind works (now I'm getting deep). I'm really excited for the future, once I clear my mind I feel like everything is gonna be fine. Something just tells me, I'm gonna make it. I just need to overcome my inner critic, shut him up and go with my impulses. So from now on I shall report on my progress. 

Oh and I'm counting hours (spent on acting, from August) 
Hours Spent: 600 / 10.000