A normal Thursday morning

I just woke up, hoping, TODAY I don't have to go to the restaurant and work, today I can go back to set and work in front of the camera for several hours. But that's not just gonna happen over a night,, unfortunately! So instead I wake up every morning knowing I'll be going to the restaurant and work for several hours (it would then appear as a surprise if I got an acting job instead), and on top on that Sweden decided we need to have winter early this year, so my town is covered in snow. 

Now I'm having a coffee and reading what new Open Calls there is (are?), and there are a few, but not so many for me. I sent one application though, so hopefully they'll read it and apply. Fingers crossed. Still haven't heard from that "Web series", I think it said late November, so there might still be a chance.
I found it hard to sort out what to tell you and not, because I don't want you to fall a sleep reading this, or scrolling down. Hopefully, something interesting and exciting happens in my life, so I can tell you. Because right now, my life is as normal as anyone else, and normal doesn't work for me. It works for some people but now for me. I get so restless, and start to over think everything, which then leads to anxiety (which SUCKS!). 

I remember when they called me and told me the part was mine if I wanted it. That feeling of excitement is what I need in my daily life. I won't be satisfied until I have that! 

Gotta run to work now, but first I have to find my winter armor, so I'll survive the 10 minutes walk.