Coffee with mom

Just got home from work, same as yesterday. My mother made a cup of coffee which I enjoy very much, makes me think about acting. Coffee and acting make such good couple. You know script reading, writing, taking a sip of coffee, more reading and writing. Such a small thing, makes me enjoy life even more.

It's already dark outside, which is the only thing I like about the winter season. I like it when it's dark,  I guess I'm  a night person, I get so creative when it's dark around me, and I get to light candles. I guess it's also because I trick my brain to think today's almost over, and I get to go home (work related).  
I feel more relaxed when it's dark outside, my brain just opens up and wants to create stuff. I like writing and reading when it's dark, I find it difficult to focus on that when I'm at home and it's light outside. I mean if I go to an auditions it's fine, but it's something about being at home when it's light makes me so stressful. 

I think this has to do with my previous work hours, because I was always free from work on the days and had to go to work on the evening. So I couldn't relax on the days, because my brain was only thinking; "Almost time to go to work", you know, I counted the hours I had left to do something on. Which lead to anxiety, I thought; I have so many things I'd like to do before I go to work, but I don't have time to do them. So I didn't do anything of value in the daytime. Hopefully when I quit at the restaurant once and for all (NO more restaurant jobs), at the end of December. I can start over and maybe enjoy the days more. 

Yet another down talk, I didn't really think about it! I'll have to work on that. Lol! 
Anyway fathers day tomorrow, and what's better than to give a gift card to the movies, to your father? 

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Btw my idea for Saturday blog posts is to post inspirational quotes by actors. I found some really good ones, so make sure to read my blog at least every Saturday, and they will inspire you to keep working, and working even harder on your breakthrough!