Support

Support is a very valuable thing, I've been lucky to have such a supporting family. Especially my grand parents. My old granny, once said; "I believe in you, you can do it" then she quickly added "win an Oscar before I die, will you, so I can be part of that moment in your life" I love her very much. And I would very much like to do it for her, but that's easier said than done. I'm not really there yet, but hopefully one day, and then I can dedicate my speech to her. 

I wish I had more friends in the business, so we could support each other and talk about things related to acting. Because I can't really talk to anyone about this, because they don't understand me, when I say I have a block, to be emotional in front of people. Cry on cue is easier said than done. I'm working really hard to break that block, and hopefully I will. It's just if I knew other actors we could talk about this. But for now, I guess I can use this blog to bring these kind of thought up. 

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Today I've looked through my monologues, and I finally found one that I liked, but It turns out it's just a monologue, not a piece of work from a play or a movie, which it has to be, If I'm gonna submit the audition tape. So now I have to start looking again. I guess, things are not really meant to be easy, EVER.